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Gravity

Cats share the quiet better than dogs,

They live in a world of shapes and smells and lairs of underbrush,

Dogs clamor through, mouth open, tongue lolling,
letting their presence be known,

It's better to be invisible,
In free-fall,
Tracking the path of least resistance,

As God and Nature intended.


TIME SHIFT

Wielding the heavy black rock found protruding from the wall of their cave, its narrow edge chipped to utter silence, Gorg easily rended the belly of the long-toothed beast. Blood and viscera spilled onto the gravel-strewn outcrop; carried aloft by the gentle breeze, the smell filled the air. After returning the rock to its leather pouch, he proceeded to tear back the hide and skin with his strong bare hands.

As on an unspoken signal, Noz moved in; using his stone knife effortlessly and without pause, he deftly cut broad swaths of meat from the beast's chest and sides. They worked quickly and quietly without the need to think or converse; years of hunting together had honed their skills and choreographed their partnership. Soon the cats and mountain wolves would come, and their home-cave was over a day's walk through mostly unknown country.

While packing the meat into skins made from a brother of the beast, they heard a faint cry to gather coming from the trees far to the west. Frozen momentarily, they eyed one another, then hastened their pace, wasting no movements. As they loaded the packs of meat onto their backs -- stout leather cords wrapped over shoulders and under arms, spears in right hands -- they moved off to the east. The sound of high-pitched keening could be heard closer. Need had driven the two hunters further afield than they'd wanted to go to find quarry. Now, they were the quarry.

As they neared the foothills, the calls of the predators seemed to come from ahead. They stopped to consider, communicating with their peculiar mix of sign language and grunts. Why did their pursuers not stop at the fallen beast, they wondered, most of it was still there? Could they be hearing things out of fear, or were they actually surrounded? Gorg and Noz decided that the creature sounds were coming from their mountain, their home, a place of mystery for which no questions were necessary or had ever been asked. But before the broad expanse of tall golden reeds could be reached, darkness would be upon them. They didn't have the heart to risk it.

A stand of giant wanaba trees ranged the slope a short trot to the south; they knew not what dwelt therein, but sometimes the unknown is the lesser of two evils. This was one of those times. Just beyond the first row of trees light faded quickly, but other senses held them in good stead. One massive tree had a peculiar darkness at its middle, near the ground. With spears at the ready, they examined the curiosity to discover a small aperture at the tree's base leading to what appeared to be a cavern within. Gorg, almost half again as large and strong as Noz, dropped his pack and stepped through decisively, motioning Noz to remain. Lightly touching the inner skin of the great tree with the fingertips of his left hand, not daring to breathe, keeping both spear and head focused towards the center blackness, he stealthily circled the unknown hollow. Crouching outside in the night, sweat lubricating all but the palms of his hands, Noz, poised like a bird of prey, feeling the unnatural silence, hovered ever so lightly between sound and emptiness.

After a time, Gorg scraped his spear across the dirt within. Dragging the other pack, Noz entered, easily finding his friend in the dark. Almost casually, Noz let his burden of fresh, blood-soaked meat fall next to Gorg's at their feet; no sense trying to hide anything; no secrets now. Besides, they were just meat themselves at this point, and they knew it.

What followed was an elaborate yet brief discussion as to strategy: They hoped to guard the small opening to their sanctuary until daylight, when at least they'd have a chance. If necessary, they'd throw the meat out, maybe it would satisfy the creatures, maybe. But that desperate act was a last resort almost worth dying for; their people had not been doing well hunting of late.

Noz removed from his neck-pouch the talisman he had carved from a tooth of one of the larger beasts they were fond of hunting; it was his charge. Sitting cross-legged near the center of their fortress in the bowels of the wanaba tree, he placed the tooth-figure on the ground before him, sliding it gently back and forth in the dirt until it found rest. Then, in a low, dark, somber tone, he sang, letting himself feel the earth under him, the strength of the tree about him, and the spirit of their mountain, the spirit that ran through him and his friend, Gorg.

Suddenly, close-by, they heard footfalls, many footfalls. In one motion Noz stood, spear in hand, leaving the figurine where it lay. Feral with caution he approached where Gorg was kneeling -- a silhouette of stone against the portal. Without the need to sign or grunt they knew that to let a single one of the creatures inside was death. The air was pungent with the smell of cat saliva; they were very hungry. Noz thought they may also be angry; his people had taken many long-tooths for food. But this was no time for sympathy. Snarling broke his reverie. The two hunters could sense the shadows moving in the liquid dark a few spear-lengths outside the small hole, a hole that now seemed much larger than when they came in.

"Frank, Frank, wake-up, man; time to get to the airport. Johnson and Murray 'll be waitin.' This is the big one, man, the big Kahuna. You worked hard on this deal, Frank; now we need to nail the hide to the boardroom wall. So c'mon, let's hit it." With that the bossman left Frank's office for the elevator.

Frank, blurry-headed, sat up at his desk, wondering, feeling pulled apart in time and space. Against the dark mahogony of the desktop, he could feel the tension in his arms. Sweat oozed down his neck, the hairs standing on end; his back and shirt, damp. For a quantum length of time, as though through a wormhole, he flitted back, then forth; being there, then here. His jacket was draped across the back of his chair; his tie hung loosely around his neck.

The fish tank bubbling soothingly against the nether wall drew his attention; above that was a painting of the Serengeti Plain, wildebeast running from lions in a neverending grassland, a few trees off to one side. On the desk, he studied the pictures of his wife and two children; next to that a framed document, his award for marketing achievement; and his heavy leather briefcase zipped and locked lying on its side.

Frank stood, wavered a bit, then steadied himself by placing his fingertips lightly on the surface of the cool, smooth wood. After a deep breath, he reached around to grab his jacket. Mechanically, in one motion, he put it on, leaning forward as he did so. Lifting his briefcase and shifting it from left hand to right as he moved, he stepped out towards the portal. Just there, a shock of awareness and memory froze his stride abruptly, the floor seemed to fall away. Overwhelmed by shifting emotions, focused on the shimmering blackness that enwrapped him, he whispered softly, "Noz, Noz, stay back."

After a long moment listening to the shearing sound of time streaming away, Frank resumed breathing. A rush of loss and sadness, twined with a wild pride, raced through his chest and bones and soul. Bowing his head slightly, bemused and yet certain, he closed the door behind as he walked methodically towards the elevator.

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Iraq BLOG Count
"Just Another Soldier"
by Jason Christopher Hartley
A year on the ground in Iraq
Online Newspapers
BBC/Iraq
The Official Doonesbury Website
The Sandbox -- Military Blog
The Official Peanuts Website
The Official Dilbert Website

HubbleSite -- Star Collection


Red Supergiant V838:
Monocerotis

Supernova -- 1987A

1987A
in Large Magellanic Cloud

The Chandra X-ray Observatory Center

NASA's Chandra Sees Brightest Supernova Ever


SN 2006gy

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Astronomy Picture of the Day

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Blatte's Fractals
Not related to the above, but you gotta check this out!


GlobalWarming 101

IPCC
Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change

The Changing World
[A weekly series of documentaries]
A special collaboration between the BBC World Service,
Public Radio International and PRI's The World.

International Rivers Network
Linking Human Rights and Environmental Protection

UNEP -- Great Apes Survival Project
UNEP-WCMC -- World Conservation Monitoring Center

Public Library of Science


LiveScience: Science, Technology, Health & Environmental News
The Complete Works of Charles Darwin

The Dinosaur Art Gallery
of Joe Tucciarone

Astrophotography
by Robert Gendler

Luncheon of the Boating Party

The Phillips Collection
[History and 'Who's Who' in the painting.]

Evening Sail

Richard Thompson Gallery
A Modern American Impressionist

Encyclopedia of Life
Census of Marine Life Portal
Catalogue of Life: 2007 Annual Checklist: Source Databases
SEARCH PAGE

NBII HOME
National Biological Information Infrastructure

Koday's Kids Amazing Insects

There are 350,000 species of beetle
(one-fifth of all species on Earth).


Hercules Beetle

Can carry 850 times its own weight.


Lightning Beetle
BBC -- Science & Nature

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Schrodinger Time Dependent Wave Equation

Wxx + Wyy + Wzz -- [(8 pi2 * M)/h2] U * W + [(4 pi * M * i)/h] Wt = 0

W(x,y,z,t) = w(x,y,z) e -2 pi i (E/h) t

where W stands for the time-dependent wavefunction (probability amplitude),
w for the time-independent eigenfunction,
M for the mass of a classical particle,
h for Planck's constant equal to energy/frequency
and U(x,y,z) for a field of potential.

It has solutions in the form of a monochromatic wave or the linear superposition of monochromatic waves, the rays of each representing the trajectories of a classical particle.

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The Anatomy of a Differential Equation

Differential equation of the first order in three variables

Any equation of the form

(1) f (x,y,z,c) = 0 [the equation of a surface],

where c is an arbitrary constant satisfies a differential equation of the form

(2) Pdx + Qdy + Rdz = 0,

where P, Q, and R are functions of (x,y,z) but do not involve c.

For from (1) we have

(3) f x dx + f y dy + f z dz = 0,

and the elimination of c from (3) and (1) gives (2).

Geometrically we may say that the coefficients P, Q, R determine a vector

(4) Pi + Qj + Rk.

at each point of space, and the differentials dx, dy, dz determine a vector

(5) dxi + dyj + dzk.

The differential equation (2) asserts that these two vectors are perpendicular to each other. That is, the direction dx:dy:dz is the direction of a curve and a tangent to that curve at any point on it, and is orthogonal to the direction P:Q:R. Hence the vector (5) is restricted to lie in a plane perpendicular to (4). In other words, the differential equation defines a plane of infinitesimal vectors (5) at each point of space. The totality of these vectors forms what we may call a planar element. The problem of integration is to arrange these planar elements into surfaces. Geometrically, to solve the equation is to determine geometric loci so that the condition of perpendicularity is fulfilled for directions on each locus.

CONTINUED...

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Shorts, Episodes, and other nonsense...

It's night, a dark night, no moon. You're standing on a hilltop overlooking a broad plain of shrub and grass far below - a grassland. Swarms of fireflies blink in clusters of all sizes, separated here and there by darkness, a darkness illuminated now and then by solitary flickers of light. Being mathematically inclined, you can't help but try to determine any discernable pattern emerging in the melee; it all seems so chaotic at first. After a time, and due to extraordinary extrasensory powers of perception accidentally gifted to you by a lab experiment gone terribly wrong when a child, you notice different-sized groupings and lone individuals blinking together.

Upon further inspection, you isolate and localize subgroupings and individuals within the clusters that alternate out of sync. Deeper perception, using the aforementioned genetically altered ability, reveals even more complex subdivision associations: the timing appears haphazard and chaotic only on the surface; each firefly varies the radiation duration of its biochemical energy; and each partakes of an uncountable number of configurations, but not all configurations.

Moreover, due to your enhanced powers of discernment, breadth of vision, and cranial capacity surpassing that of the most sophisticated supercomputer presently on the drawing boards, you process, nanosecond to nanosecond, the intermittent patterns of light and dark spasmodically radiating from the field below, not missing a single creature, cataloguing similar patterns into classes as you go.

CONTINUED...

Lord, please help me to be the kind of person
my cat thinks I am.

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Georg Cantor: Transfinite Numbers -- Exponentially increasing levels of infinities.

The Rational Numbers (Rationals) are of the first order of infinity.

The Irrational Numbers (Irrationals) are of the second order.

So, between any two Rationals can be put an infinite number of Irrationals. They are denser.

The Real Numbers (Reals) are composed of the Rationals and the Irrationals. The Reals represent a continuum.

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Hypothesis

Einstein, man of action, sees a universe in motion, non-static.

A Rational number may stand for the quantum state of a virtual particle or particle system coming and going in and out of reality as quantum fluctuations. Quantum fluctuations underly and cause to come into being quantum space.

These virtual particles -- corresponding to the Rationals -- are discrete and separate. Topologically, each is compact in Hilbert space [infinite dimensional], being surrounded by a neighborhood of energy.

Interaction of the Rationals -- entanglement -- generates the Irrationals, and this combination -- this intermingling -- in turn generates the Reals -- the continuum.

Gravity, residing as potential in quantum space, is an effect of this interaction and as such is not fundamentally a quantum phenomenon.

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IAVA -- Iraq And Afghanistan Veterans of America
[formerly: OPERATION TRUTH]

Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America is the nation's first and largest group dedicated to the Troops and Veterans of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, and the civilian supporters of those Troops and Veterans. IAVA is a 501c(3) nonprofit organization.

American servicemen and women have a voice that deserves to be heard; the issues and hardships troops face merit attention. Additionally, American troops have a distinct and important perspective that can influence the American political scene in a powerful way.

Try doing a search on: operation truth

National Initiatives: Operation Homecoming

On September 12, 2006, the much-anticipated literary anthology Operation Homecoming: Iraq, Afghanistan, and the Home Front in the Words of U.S. Troops and Their Families, was published by Random House. Drawn from the acclaimed National Endowment for the Arts program and edited by the best-selling author Andrew Carroll, the anthology includes nearly 100 letters, poems, stories, and memoirs of service and sacrifice on the front lines and at home.


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From "The Art of the Novel" by Milan Kundera (author of "The Unbearable Lightness of Being"), page 110; published 1988, just before the collapse of the Soviet Union:

"Totalitarian society, especially in its more extreme versions, tends to abolish the boundary between the public and private; power, as it grows ever more opaque, requires the lives of citizens to be entirely transparent. The ideal of life without secrets corresponds to the ideal of the exemplary family: a citizen does not have the right to hide anything at all from the Party or the State, just as a child has no right to keep a secret from his father or his mother. In their propaganda, totalitarian societies project an idyllic smile: they want to be seen as "one big family.""

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"They who can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety."

Benjamin Franklin

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"The Lion is a solitary creature at heart, the male Lion, that is, he lives for the moment, the moment only, he knows he will never die, he knows, he acts, always.

"He accepts the world as is, he will never die."

Henry Miller

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The Office of Janna Levin

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Harvard Physics Department Faculty: Lisa Randall

Author of "Warped Passages"
"Unraveling The Mysteries Of The Universe's Hidden Dimensions"

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The Christopher Hitchens Web

Author of "God Is Not Great: How Religion Poisons Everything"

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"Why seek the miraculous and supernatural beyond life?"

P. D. Ouspensky

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One of my favorite authors of all time: Tad Williams. I look forward to Volume III of the Shadowmarch Trilogy.

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Ralph Waldo Emerson

Henry David Thoreau

Walt Whitman
American Transcendentalism Web

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E. E. Cummings

Jack London

Billy Collins

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A Global Digest for the 21st Century
Social, Economic and Political Information Sources

[for the published version: The Cover Letter]

My original motivation for developing this information and discovery resource was to attempt to assemble, in one place, a broad panorama of the players, problems and issues affecting the world community. It has been and continues to be a singular learning experience.

I first began working on this during the winter and spring of 2000-2001. Very little of what I was discovering was being given common media talk or even the occasional 'special feature' status, except perhaps, once in awhile, you might see a documentary on T.V. or read an expose in a magazine or national newspaper. But on 9/11, the 'out there' world became not only 'here' but 'everywhere.' Afterwards I realized that this personal research project had suddenly become relevant and possibly even useful as a means towards a broader understanding of what's going on in the world.

A Global Digest utilizes the nature, architecture and mode of the WEB to consolidate the social forces of world activity in a single location, presenting the main intertwining threads as a picture of the world taken as a whole.

This Page is about 178K. If you'd first like to view the Table of Contents before diving in, retrieve this brief file.


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Projection

Professor Glipter peered skyward at the stars, a clear night in the Rockies, shooters streaked across from every direction. His friend waited for her answer, glass of wine in hand, staring off in the same direction. He said softly, "I believe that if the other six spatial dimensions -- purported -- had expanded when the three we know plus time did, there would be no quantum superposition, and hence the universe would be in a single or singular state. No spontaneous symmetry breaking, no transmutation, no fusion into anything heavier than hydrogen, no beta decay, no shifting of electron energy levels, no orbits, no black holes."

He paused to take a sip of wine to ward off the slight chill. "There would be no life or planets on which it might come into being and thrive. There would be no forces to act on anything. There would be no quantum fluctuations, no energy, no suns."

He looked down at the grass, illuminated by the silver starlight, sadness creasing his weathered features. "All we'd have is a vast, inert sea of free floating hydrogen atoms, the quarks of the proton locked in a fixed net, the electron bobbing along at the end of a string, not held by attraction, yet not able to drift off either -- all would be continuum -- there would be no quantum reality. A dead universe."

He turned to her, a broad smile stretching from ear to ear. "So, apparently, compacted balls of energy dimensions are required. Does that answer your question, my love?"

"You are an incorrigible flirt, Hans." She breathed deeply the crisp, sweet smelling air. "Such a way with words. What's a girl to do?"

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"Center Stage"
The Meta-Library

Only a few subjects are represented here. Where possible I have tried to locate sources exploring current ideas advanced by individuals and small groups as well as major research outfits. So in that respect each of the subject pages is not just a listing of relevant links -- an index -- but also attempts to present both foundation materials and peaks of inquiry and discovery for each field.

Metaphorical Algebra
An Overview of Geometries
"The Superposed Self: Entanglement <--> Emergence"

The boundary, or surface, of any figure of any dimension represents the limit of what may otherwise be considered unlimited [The two end-points of a one-dimensional line segment are its boundary, for instance.]. This limit acts to give definition to the unconditioned.

For example, the infinite 2-dimensional plane can have embedded in it a closed path of any imaginable design: a circle, a square, a pentagon, plus completely irregular shapes. When done, unlimited factored by limit [unlimited/limit] takes on a unique identity, in time and space.

A 3-dimensional solid ball or sphere is contained by its 2-dimensional curved surface or boundary. If we think of this ball as a collection of free-floating atoms or molecules, its surface, necessarily, is composed of these interior elements, but nonetheless has an identity all its own by virtue of its special role as limiter, separating the inside from the out.

Increasing the dimension of the 'interior' to the fourth, we can talk about, although not properly imagine, a 3-dimensional 'surface,' a surface of a hypersphere of four dimensions. In this context, instead of free-floating somethings, we consider the homology group of 'all living things.' We can define the individuality of these separate 3-D living objects by their boundaries, that which stands out from, or emerges from, the group of all possible cycles or waves of matter, their state of superposition. These cycles, or 'closed chains of vertices,' give expression to the fourth dimension, wherein the elements of the class of 'all living things' are essentially connected and undifferentiated.

A simplicial complex (to be defined later) may be thought of as the rational reflection of differentiated images perceived by the brain as it attempts to sort out its surroundings. This complex 'rests' on the surface of reality, mapping it; and this surface, or boundary, although of the underlying spacetime reality itself, nonetheless has a reality of its own, separating, as it does, 'interior' from 'exterior'.

The boundary of 'all living things' emerges transcendent and is itself, by nature, unbounded [as the 2-D surface of a 3-D ball is unbounded, being a boundary in its own right], part interior, without which it would have no being or identity, and part exterior, without which it would have no meaning or manifestation. It would thus seem to be a mixture, an alloy, an interweaving, of immersion and transcendence, a combination of mingling and penetration between the 3rd and 4th dimensions of reality.

How can that be, and what does it mean, vis-a-vis self, any self, the very idea of 'self'?


"The Superposed Self" draws on ideas and concepts from various mathematical fields, such as: Algebraic [or Combinatorial] Topology [Group Theory applied to the topology of polyhedra], Linear Algebra [Transformations, represented by matrices, on Vector Spaces], and, acting as the overall frame, Modern Algebra [the study of Groups and other algebraic structures]. The basic paradigm has to do with the recognition of essential identities as being the result of a "factoring" process; I'll leave it at that. Common themes include: properties of pattern, relationship, and symmetry, with respect to perception, consciousness, and individual identity.

It is composed of three essays, each of which is a separate HTML document.

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The following is a link to some math/science bookmarks I've acquired: MATHTHINK


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Vacuum ~ Quantum Energy ~ Motion ~ Variance ~ Fluctuations ~ Quantum Field ~ Gravity ~
Spacetime ~ Galaxies ~ Our Sun and Earth ~ Life ~ You and Me

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Before there were space and time, there was empty, formless stillness. The vacuum seethed with ghost virtual particles coming into being in conjugate pairs of matter and anti-matter.

Spacetime is but a large-scale manifestation of some more fundamental entity.

Space and Time can be born and thus can die.1

1) From: Barrow, John D.; Pi In The Sky

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"Doctor Golgachev, Paleohistorian"

"All in good time, please. First, Doctor Golgachev, our paleohistorian, has some interesting facts concerning the larger picture. I would like to introduce him at this time."

An imposing man with bushy eyebrows and a stern face, his voice was nonetheless disarmingly cordial and engaging. His large hands resting on either side of the podium, he casually scanned the roomful of reporters. Then, he began: "I would first like to thank Doctor Tolstoy for his leadership during this time. For, what we have discovered thus far has been, ..., deeply disturbing and profound." He turned to nod towards Doctor Tolstoy, who nodded back. We were waiting; but not for long, he started right in.

"My name is Alexi Golgachev; I am a paleohistorian -- the history of old Earth. Doctor Tolstoy has requested that I present a brief overview of background material relating to Earth events leading up to and immediately following, geologically speaking, when the alien structure evidently either first, or last, made contact where it now rests. Major geologic and biologic transformations occurred during this time period. A whole new order of biology emerged simultaneously all over the world. One threshold after another was crossed as life reformed itself, as evolution shifted gears and discovered original ways to express itself, ways that were previously unknown. No one just considering organic life prior to 600 million years ago, the time the alien craft is determined to have landed, would or could conjecture the forms life would take afterwards. My lecture will be brief, so please bear with me.

CONTINUED...

  • PALEONTOLOGICAL CHRONOLOGY

  • UCMP: Berkeley Museum of Paleontology

  • The Ages of the Earth

  • Palaeos

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    Excerpt I From The Superposed Self

    Excerpt II From The Surrealistic Confluence


    
    

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    "Megan's World"

    Megan put her drink down hard on the glass-topped coffee table. Nobody moved in the hot, stuffy parlor. Through the sliding screen door, the fading light outlined the mountains far to the southwest, dark clouds menacing their jagged ridges and peaks, like a pack of hungry hyenas ready to pounce. She wanted desperately to go out onto the veranda, but the mosquitoes were thick and fierce, thirsty for blood. This whole damn country seemed like that, she thought. What the hell are we doing here?

    Her husband, Sir Nigel Rothbank, hated it too. He missed the well-appointed leather chairs, the thick oriental rugs and tapestries, and most of all, the cigar-smelling opulence of his gentlemen's club. But, his family owned vast estates of tobacco, sugar cane and khat. It was his turn. Uncle Andy was in America, on business, he had said. Aunt Vicky -- how she hated that diminutive -- insisted on traveling through China one last time before death took her. Her expression. So dramatic, so theatrical, the whole family was rather like that. It was his turn then, he felt obligated, he needed to be here, in spite of the gout, the voracious insects, the horrid company, and his wife's illness, at least that's how he thought of it, her condition, that is.

    The overhead fan beat cadence to the somber presence of her guests. Why they were in such a black mood was a mystery, to be sure, thought Megan. They, at least, have an indoor pool and an air conditioner that works. Theirs was broken, that is to say, it stopped working all of a sudden one abysmally hot, sticky day last week and, that was that. What a country. The only air-conditioner repairman in the entire region, it seems, was in prison. He had attempted a coup, of all things, and failed, miserably. Of course, he failed, he's an air-conditioner repairman, for Christ's sake! No sense of responsibility or consideration, these people. He must've been aware of all those who needed him, who depend on him, his services. But no, he goes off and tries to take over the country leaving them -- her, her husband and their guests -- sweltering in this oppressive summer heat under siege on all sides by rabid mosquitoes. There simply is no excuse.

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    The subcutaneous resonator fluctuated through the transition phase as it passed the 8000 degree Kelvin mark. Agitated, electric fissures of black and orange coursed the containment field, chasing one another like snakes in a feeding frenzy. The intense pressure rose and settled as the robot modulator stretched the porous core to absorb tachyon residue.

    Donald, the overlord technician of Beta colony, thought it was a good time to step outside for a smoke. The constellations over Aurelius always disoriented him. He would never get used to it, he thought, as he lit the cannabis tube and took a long, deep drag. The teraforming operation had been going on for two full years, continuously, and yet the air was still only 38% the density of Earth's. The pills helped, supplementing what was lacking. When his job was done, they would no longer be needed, but then it would be time to move on to the next colony farther out. He cursed under his breath; he never got a chance to enjoy the fruits of his labor.

    Suddenly, the muffled reverberation of alarm bells could be felt through the vinyl-foam body suit. With shock and dismay, he realized he had lost track of time and had strayed too far in his daydreaming under the alien sky to reach the shut-off switch before meltdown. Earlier he had dismantled the automatic, waiting, as usual, for parts from Earth. Too late. An overload was imminent. The exterior building would turn to plasma and collapse. He ran, fast. It was all he could do. But not towards the overheating resonator, but away, away towards the shelter of the bunker on the other side of the twenty-foot berm of rock and dirt.

    Tears streamed his cheeks, listening through the thin atmosphere to the shrill tearing sound of electrons being stripped away from the steel-reinforced melodidium. He knew he would be fired and have to return to the nightmare called Earth. He ran and cried, wanting to die.

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    to be continued...
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    Site Index

    "Ode To Flight"
    [poem dedicated to a friend of mine: Linda G.]
    "Megan's World"
    [Narrative]
    The Anatomy of a Differential Equation

    AIM: Representation of E8

    "Doctor Golgachev, Paleohistorian"
    [Prologue to "The Cambrian Contingency"]
    A Global Digest for the 21st Century "Center Stage"
    The Meta-Library
    Metaphorical Algebra Overview of Geometries
    "The Superposed Self: Entanglement <--> Emergence"
    [essay in three parts]
    Shorts, Episodes, and other nonsense... "Frozen Underground"
    [a novel of real events & real characters
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